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Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Goats that do what???

There's this gem of a girl that I know. She's loads of fun, stunningly beautiful, one of my closest friends and has a heart for anything with fur. That gem just happens to be my baby sister... 



While my older sister and I have children, Tasha's love is for animals, especially dogs and goats! When she comes and visits I think she showers as much attention on my children as on Hooper.



Can you blame her?
I have been trying to sell Scott on the idea of getting a goat for our family for quite some time now. He promised that if we buy a property with a significant amount of land then I can get a goat. This is so exciting for me, but now the big question is, what kind of goat?  Tasha, being the huge animal lover, suggested this type of goat.




Seriously, have you seen anything cuter?? Now I just have to convince Scott that I would like at least two, it would be unfair for them not to have each other when they frighten so easy, right?

Monday, July 25, 2011

Feeling Guilty

There is guilt already bubbling up in my mind about what I have planned for next week, and there shouldn't be.

Scott and I are on vacation together for two full weeks!! I am so excited! Two weeks of not having to worry about work, doing what we want during the day and staying up late at night. Well eleven o'clock seems to be late in my world lately, none the less it's still staying up late.

Even though I am thrilled to bits about this vacation time I am also aware of the feelings that I have been having lately. I am yearning for time to myself, to do all the little things that I love so much. I even have a plan, it looks something like this. Get up early and go for a jog, come home, take a long hot shower, get ready and leave. Grab the keys and just go.

There is a lake about thirty kms away from our house. I want to sip a Starbucks while letting my mind open to new writing ideas. I want to sit on the bench and feel the breeze of the water and not do anything else. In the truck I will have my laptop, some other writing utensils (for when the battery dies) and some snacks. I plan on doing some window shopping, taking pictures, writing tons and tons but the bottom line is that I need rejuvenation.
Where I will be


I feel myself getting tired and worn out, it's my own fault though. I always feel so guilty when I leave my children. When Scott is home and I go and get groceries I zip around the store to make sure I am home before bedtime. If I go shopping in town I always take Destyni or Jonathan with me so that I can spend some special one on one time together. But I need this little mini vacation, even though I feel so guilty.

I think this time away is good for both myself and the kids but it's still hard to take one day all to myself. I shouldn't feel guilty, should I?

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Peanut Butter and Nutella....YUMMY!!

On the hunt for something to kill my sweet craving that comes at least three times a week that I occasionally deal with I found a recipe for Peanut Butter & Nutella Swirl Cookies!! I had to give them a try and see how they tasted!!

Here's the simple delicious recipe:

Preheat oven to 350.

* 1/2 cup butter, softened
* 3/4 cup smooth peanut butter
* 1/2 cup white sugar
* 1/2 cup packed brown sugar
* 1 egg
* 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract ( I ran out of this so I substituted with maple syrup)
* 3/4 teaspoon baking soda
* 1/4 teaspoon salt
* 1 3/4 cup of all purpose flour
* 1/4 cup of Nutella

Combine butter, peanut butter, white and brown sugars, egg and vanilla.

Mix until well blended.



Add flour, baking soda and salt. I always put the dry ingredients in a separate bowl and make sure they are mixed really well. There is nothing worse than taking a bite out of a cookie and getting a mouth full of baking soda!!

Drizzle Nutella on top of the dough and swirl it through with a knife. I didn't do that part. I did add the Nutella but I just poured it in and mixed it a few times with a wooden spoon.


 Chill the dough for 15 mins.

After chilled,  roll dough into balls (about 1 inch). Using a fork, press down to flatten slightly. Bake for 8 min. After they come out of the oven leave them on the cookie sheet for five minutes before transferring to a wire rack.

Delicious!!! I would love to tell you how many cookies this recipe yields but I tend to taste test every now and again so let's say about 36 cookies!!


Enjoy!!










Monday, July 18, 2011

The Bond of Love

My baby girl turned one on Thursday and I survived...kind of. I may have choked up while singing Happy Birthday, and needed to hide behind my camera so others wouldn't see the overflow of tears.


All day Jonathan and Destyni would give Alyson kisses, hugs and wish her Happy Birthday. It amazes me to no end how much they love and care for her. When Alyson was born it took Jonathan exactly two weeks to realize how special being a big brother is. Since then he has been amazing with Alyson. He sings to her, hands her toys and tells her stories.

This is one of my most favorite pictures of Jonathan and Alyson. We were in the living room one morning and Jonathan asked if he could sit beside Alyson. He tucked in close, held her hand and started singing to her. 



Destyni has made us so proud. She loves Alyson with everything in her heart and Alyson returns the love with squeals of delight as soon as her eyes rest upon Destyni. The bond that has formed around them is palpable.



 Alyson had a great time on her birthday. She loved the presents, the attention and especially the cupcakes.


We have all had one year of having this new little baby in our lives and I don't think any of us know how we ever lived without her.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Our Baby Legacy

Dear Sweet Alyson,

How can I begin this? As my fingers glide upon this keyboard I have to admit almost a year has passed since you came into our lives. Do you know how much you have changed us? Do you know that you are the knot that crosses over this family and ends our beautiful legacy of the Harper/Perry generation?

We often wondered what type of personality you would have. Alex is so imaginative, he is full of expression and soaks up information. He loves having very detailed conversations about history and how the world has changed since years before. Destyni is full of affection and will go out of her way to help out. She walks into situations with an open mind and leaves her imprint on whomever she meets. Jonathan is full of life and nothing is dull for him. He is funny and he knows it but will hand out hugs and kisses exactly when they are needed. Then there is you. What's left when your brothers and sister possess all of these emotions and traits?

You are bits and pieces of them. You are happy and funny. You love to talk to anyone in your own baby language. You are full of life and love to see everything that is going on around you. Alyson, how can I explain how you filled a void that we weren't even aware we had? How can I make you understand that a peace has settled over our family?

Then there are the parts that I have been struggling with for some time now. You are our last baby. We will celebrate the last of  first birthdays, we will cheer for you when we see the last first step being walked. We tear up when you say Da-Da and Ma-Ma knowing that we only have precious time left to hear you pronounce those words in their baby state. On Thursday we will celebrate the last of the firsts. My heart is bursting with happiness and breaking with reality.


Alyson you hold so much of our hearts--our little legacy. We wish you the most wonderful of first birthdays, you will never know the happiness you have filled our hearts with.

So much love,
Mommy
xxoo

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Island Girl

I grew up on an island surrounded by the beautiful water. No matter where we lived a beach was always a mere fifteen minutes away at most. In the summer we would spend hours at the beach, building sandcastles, enjoying the water, and clam digging with family.
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I can remember how the salt water tastes on my lips after the sun dries it up. I can remember how the sand would feel wet and cold when my sisters and I dug down deep, or how cold the water was when we first dipped ours toes in.
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Yesterday the children and I  were invited with friends to go to splash park in a town close to ours. The park was just off a huge lake. There was a point on the drive there that I could see a huge part of the lake. As soon as my eyes caught the water my heart starting racing, my eyes were drinking up the blue sight.

I miss family and friends from home, but there was something about the water that made me miss it a lot more.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Show Me Off!

My top is being taken off, I try and look my very best. A lady looks in at me, looks down into my black and white material. I see the look in her eyes. She loves me.
I am quickly snatched out the box and placed on a foot. I mold my frame into the bones and leave a bit of room for the toes to move. She walks around the floor with me. I hear her gasp.
"I love them. They are perfect. I can't wait to wear them."

That evening I am put on and walked around. Little bits of time here and there. I want more, I want to be shown to the world. I want to see different places. I want to be walked a thousand miles.

The next few days I am only taken out of my box a few times. A walk up and down the hall, a few times on the stairs. I know that she loves me though. I can feel the way she walks when she has me on. I am giving her what I am meant to give her--confidence.



One morning I can sense excitement in the air. I feel a smaller pair of hands pick me up and look me over. I see I am being admired from these young little eyes. I am placed on her feet, I don't fit well but I try and mold into this beautiful delicate foot. I am being walked around, but it's wobbly.

"Mommy how do they look?" I hear laughter.

 I watch what is going on in the room. There is a baby on the bed. She is just lying there staring at everything around her, she is dressed so sweetly. There is a handsome boy, excitement brimming from his eyes. He is begging to listen to music and when it is turned on he sings loudly and dances around the room. I see the little one that tried me on earlier. She is joining in on the singing and dancing. My wearer is trying on clothes, combing her hair. Fixing the children's outfits. I can sense the excitement in the room. Something big is happening.

I am placed on my wearers' foot. I am being taken along for this exciting adventure. We go to the van. There is a lot of extra pressure on me, she's carrying the baby. I give in a little, making my frame mold gently upon the heel. The drive is long, the children are singing and giggling. Where could we be going?

 I always pictured myself out on dates without children present. I want to be put in sunshine, I want to see other shoes. Curiosity is getting to me.

 A few hours later we stop. I can sense the hesitation in my wearers' step. She is nervous, I can tell by the way she is putting pressure on her feet. She takes the baby out of the seat, I hear two other children join us. They are laughing, excited. Why is she not as excited? Why is she nervous?

We walk together briskly towards the outdoors. We go inside an extremely busy building. There are shoes everywhere. I see expensive shoes, cheaper shoes, I see sneakers and pumps. I see high heels and boots. Every color, heel, size and shape you could imagine.

I can't help but wonder where we are going. I love this place, there are people laughing, people crying, hugging, and kissing. I can sense the children's excitement growing. They are trying to run but my wearer is telling them to be patient.  We stop walking. There are people exiting through a door, we stand there and wait. My wearer starts pacing, back and forth with the baby in the stroller, the older children are getting impatient. I can sense the muscles in my wearers' foot tighten.

The older children are holding onto the stroller, I can feel my wearers' weight shifting from one foot to the other, back and forth, back and forth.

 The kids run off yelling, "Daddy, Daddy, Daddy."

 A man comes walking over to my wearer with a suitcase, I can feel her lift up and put all her pressure on her toes to kiss him. She then relaxes into me, all tension gone,  letting me mold around her foot softly yet again.



This post was prompted by The Lightning and the Lightning-Bug
 Flicker of Inspiration Prompt #6: These Shoes Were Made for Talking.